Mutti Chronicles

Just pondering. Cuz that’s pretty much the only thing I have to do lately.

If your “friend” came to you and said they were thinking about a reconciliation wouldn’t you encourage that? Wouldn’t you want that to happen and be happy for them,  if you were truly just a “friend”?  Why would you discourage that and say you would be very deeply hurt if he did?  Because you didn’t want it to happen and you had your own goals in mind that’s why.  And just a month before weren’t you in love with your husband? So you’re both lying cheaters. Plain and simple.

I give up at this point. But I still think we were meant to be together. Lying cheater or not.

New rant…
I’m not supposed to be doing this stuff alone. I’m supposed to be doing stuff with my husband. But since he’s decided to be a lying cheater and fall in love with his “friend” I’m on my own. I don’t have anywhere to live as of 31 May. Because I’m sure not living here for another year. I can’t get any information about my medical coverage. But yet I have to pay on time or I’ll get cut off. I don’t know where to live. I don’t know what I’ll do about a job when I get there. My life pretty much sucks at the moment. But I rejoice in the fact that he’s paying for a house again which was already paid for. So since no one wants to listen to this stuff and apparently I’m the only one who cares, I’ll have to write it down. Oh and I also have to figure out how to do taxes which should be a big mess. But he gets to live happily ever after with his new children. And they’re all one big happy family over there. What the hell did I do to deserve this? Hopefully there’s something better waiting for me out there somewhere. If there’s not, what’s the point?

Last rant of the year.
He not only got my house, he got my home. Even though I was not in love with the house itself, it was my home. I spent 15 years there. Raised my children there. Raised several dogs there. Spent a lot of time there. Waited, waited, waited, faithfully I might add, for his Army career to be over so we could do things together. Travel, do stuff together. And now he has decided he wants to do the “stuff” with another woman. Another woman with 2 children. Another woman who left her husband for him. I imagine the husband got tired of sharing his wife with another man. I imagine she was tired of me being tired of my husband spending all his time with another woman. Let’s not forget she was married at the time. Let’s not forget he was married at the time. Let’s not forget they each got the “homes”. And the spouses they were going to honor and cherish til death do us part-get crap.

What a surprise! They both went to the same movie. Shocker there. They both registered for the same half marathon. No surprise there. Wondering if the asshole realizes that’s the same weekend his son gets his doctorate. Probably not. Cuz you now running with his “friend” is everything.

I got nothin….

Except ddw. Unfortunately, not true.  Distance does not do wonders.

He chose his “friend” over his wife.  Cuz she would’ve been deeply hurt otherwise.

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