Weekly reminder to my husband. Drop dead. Oh wait, if you do you won’t be able to pay me forever and ever!

I am not supposed to be spending my own money. I have not been paid yet and the bank account will be getting a little low soon. Money please.

Having one of those I-know-he’s-an-asshole-but-I-miss-him days.

And I still don’t want a divorce.

Time for another chapter of Mutti ranting. So he’s going on a “road trip”. And he’s taking the dog? And the van? Let’s think about with who. Two guesses. First guess does not count. Yeah that’s right. With her.  In my van with my dog. Let’s think about where they’re going. Did I mention with my van and my dog? I’m tired of bitching so that’s all for now. Maybe tomorrow.

This whole thing really hurts.

And I really miss him.

His car was parked at her house again all day. Of course it was. They’ll both be free soon. So they can dance and sing all day. Ok. I’m beginning to sound like a bitch. Not meaning to. But I must vent somewhere.

But I still don’t want a divorce.